Today was my 4th
shot of testosterone. AS of right now I am dosing every 2 weeks at 80 mg. Its
not much but they start you small. We don’t need any incredible hulk monsters
running around now do we.
I've noticed some
physical changes like; voice cracking a little and slightly lower pitch, more
peach fuzz on my face, oily skin and some acne. Mentally I feel a huge weight
has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm not walking around with a "doom and
gloom" cloud over my head all the time.
Ok onto the serious
stuff. Transgender and religion. Once upon a time I was told that there were
"no religions that accept changing of the sexes". Hmm, good point, so
I did what I do best, RESEARCH. I was raised catholic after all, but don’t worry
I will go every religion I can think of for my curiosity and that I love
proving a point.
There are a lot of
religions out there. The most dominate being Judaism, Christianity, and Islam.
The Abrahamic
religions, also referred to collectively as Abrahamism, are a group of
Semitic-originated religious communities of faith that claim descent from the
practices of the ancient Israelites and the worship of the God of Abraham. The
term derives from a figure from the Bible known as Abraham.
Abrahamic religions
have creation stories in which God creates people, "male and female"
(Ref: 1,2). This is sometimes interpreted as a divine mandate against gender
variance. The Torah contains specific prohibitions on cross-dressing (3) and damaged
genitals(4).
- Genesis 1:27–1:27 "So God created humankind in his image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them."
- Quaran 75:39 "And made of him a pair, the male and female."
- Deuteronomy 22:5–22:5 "A woman shall not wear a man’s apparel, nor shall a man put on a woman’s garment; for whoever does such things is abhorrent to the Lord your God."
- Deuteronomy 23:1–23:1 "No one whose testicles are crushed or whose penis is cut off shall be admitted to the assembly of the Lord."
Ok Jay, fancy stuff
but what does it all mean. I'll start with Judaism. Orthodox Judaism views the
sexes as two separate categories, male and female. There is no room for
transgender. Sex-change operations involving the removal of genital organs are
forbidden on the basis of the prohibition against “anything which is mauled,
crushed, torn or cut” (Lev. 22:24).
Cross-dressing is seen as a crime against god (see above Deut 22:5).
Hasidic Judaism has gender specific roles and therefore transgendered are not
recognized. Conservative Judaism has mixed views. In 2016 the Rabbinical
Assembly, which is the international association of Conservative rabbis, passed
a "Resolution Affirming the Rights of Transgender and Gender
Non-Conforming People". Reform and Reconstructionist Judaism have had
positive views on the transgender community, even allowing them to become
members of the clergy.
Christianity, oh my
favorite, I was raised Catholic but no longer practicing and you will see why
in a second. While answering questions about marriage and divorce, Jesus says that "there are eunuchs
who have been so from birth, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs
by others, and there are eunuchs who have made themselves eunuchs for the sake
of the kingdom of heaven."(Matthew: 19)
Christian
Denominations that Allow Transgender Clergy: there are 30.
The Old Catholic
Church has been affirming and welcoming of transgender members. Old
Now, I'm no priest,
nor do I claim to be a theological expert, BUT, I don’t see anything to
validate the lack of belonging to a denomination if you are transgender. Yes
those silly Catholics, so judgmental aren't they, if your catholic I apologize.
According to the old testament (Deuteronomy 23:1) you are forbidden from
religious assemblies. Other
denominations that welcome transgender members and ordain transgender people in
ministry are the Episcopal Church, United Church of Christ, Evangelical
Lutheran Church in America, and the Presbyterian Church (USA).
In 2015, the Vatican
declared that transgender Catholics cannot become godparents, stating in
response to a transgender man's query that transgender status "reveals in
a public way an attitude opposite to the moral imperative of solving the
problem of sexual identity according to the truth of one's own sexuality"
and that, "therefore it is evident that this person does not possess the
requirement of leading a life according to the faith and in the position of
godfather and is therefore unable to be admitted to the position of godfather
or godmother."
I know what your
going to say, MOST Christian denominations do not accept gender transition. And
your right, MOST BUT NOT ALL. So we are both right in that sense that there are
some religions that accept me and some that do not. I have options.
So what about Islam?
I found some
interesting reading to answer that question:
The
Effeminates of Early Medina
Everett
K. Rowson
Journal
of the American Oriental Society
Vol.
111, No. 4 (Oct. - Dec., 1991), pp. 671-693
"In
Islam, the term mukhannathun is used to describe gender-variant people, usually
male-to-female transsexuals. Neither this term nor the equivalent for
"eunuch" occurs in the Quran, but the term does appear in the Hadith,
the sayings of Muhammad, which have a secondary status to the central text.
Within Islam, there is a tradition on the elaboration and refinement of
extended religious doctrines through scholarship. This doctrine contains a
trans-positive passage by the scholar and hadith collector Al-Nawawi:
A mukhannath is the one
("male") who carries in his movements, in his appearance and in his
language the characteristics of a woman. There are two types; the first is the
one in whom these characteristics are innate, he did not put them on by himself,
and therein is no guilt, no blame and no shame, as long as he does not perform
any (illicit) act or exploit it for money (prostitution etc.). The second type
acts like a woman out of immoral purposes and he is the sinner and blameworthy."
Ok
that’s a lot to take in, and I could keep going on the Dharmic Religions
(Hinduism, Buddhism) and African Religion, Chinese, Neopaganism, Shinto, but I
wont as I am long-winded enough already.
I will
say this about Buddhism:
" Ananda is a beloved figure in Buddhist cultures, noted for
having been handsome, charismatic, and sympathetic to women, as well as for his
tender emotionality. Among Thai Buddhists, he has long been regarded as having
been a transgendered person in a previous life, and also to have taken a number
of births as a woman." https://books.google.com/books?id=nGoag6b3JvYC&pg=PA303#v=onepage&q&f=false
Buddhists do not
distinguish between heterosexual and homosexual identities as they can be
conducive to spiritual growth. For them it is about creating your path to
enlightment. Doing unto others as you would do to yourself.
Am I religious, for
the most part. I believe in karma. I believe that God exists for the simple
reason that I have seen the existence of evil while serving in the military.
Logically if there is evil, there must be good and vice versa. I don’t believe
that God hates me, nor anyone in the transgender community, Jesus preached
love. For me, love is love, and who I am does not change how the big man
upstairs will judge me. Anyone that thinks otherwise, well you can answer to
God when you see her.